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what lies within,

2009-06-08T14:43:00.006+08:00

I hate myself for being a failure -in every way.

Cramps~

Cold.

2009-06-06T14:55:00.002+08:00

The air conditioner is man's greatest creation.

i've finally found the right one ♥♥♥♥♥

2009-06-05T20:55:00.014+08:00

~Sums up my week. HELLO WEEKENDS!
Tiring week with the insane heat outside,worst. learning journey, flagday, lessons, report book!, foody,thats all. how boring. I'll make sure i'll pass that for you to see,pfft. Fish you for ruining my week mfp! This week, in and out of queensway,3times? insane like that. And i love school when it starts after 8,yay. Butttttt..sad thing is.. yeah. (some will know)! Nevermind,tolerate for 2weeks! Flagday was awesome with cheryl/ geokleng/ lionel&wenkai, marina again. My room smells so peachy now,love it much/ The living r. smells of lemongrass! My future house-> Rich smell of lemongrass! =)

CHERYL TAY YA YING ♥,
i've known you for four years! From the start of year 2005, i couldnt take my eyes off you. Every second i spent with you were the best days of the year. We've been through so much. Right from sec1 innocent little kids,then to...then to cambodia together,then to GOODFRIENDS. I've remembered every word you've said to me. Ever since that incident on 04/06/09, i've learnt to treasure you more. I love you,cheryl. Hope 05/06/09 will last f-o-r-e-v-e-r!♥♥♥♥♥

You got pranked!
I love her,but i'm not les. =)

i can't walk any further

2009-05-30T21:40:00.006+08:00

Breakfast@home > British Council! > Kfc@lido > Wisma/lido > Ben&Jerry@Dempsey > DingTaiFung@Jurong point.

Insane or what. Cannot make it already,tomorrow can skip all three meals. At the rate i'm going,the paper on monday gonecase already! Bcos' of today,i've got two freaking blisters again. frown. I drooled during class,ugh. Too tired. Lunch haven't digest then eat again. Hmmmm. I'm sleeping early cos' i look like a freaking panda now!

Happy Birthday Wendy! :)
playground playground, heeeheee.

Awkward~

2009-05-28T13:54:00.004+08:00

Retarded or what.
This is a tough one. Now that h.t knows,i won't be able to repeat what i've done. What next? -sigh- I shouldn't have done it. :( Reality.You'll be gone~

Retarded or what.

2009-05-27T20:23:00.003+08:00

Today is just another boring day~

~

2009-05-26T17:27:00.003+08:00

I'm tired. i failed english. i hate it. She says it as though we've taken this paper with the intention of failing. pfft. Sarcastic. today sucks big time. In fact,this whole week! What i've gotten back is so freaking demoralizing. :(
Assembly was okay. The whole school haven't gathered in the hall,for almost two hell weeks. The frickin ant totally freaked me out. Great. And O Chinese is next monday! Hmmm. Flag day next week! I luv flagdays cos' some really kind people out there really makes my day. Hmm,and i failed my sciences,and my humanities,again. WHY! Humph. Brain rusty or what? Went to anchorpoint,hunting for stuff. Soaked in the rain! Pearlyn and I managed to form a dinosaur,i like :)

And whoa,unlucky me!
IONLYGOTTOSEEHIMONCETODAYWITHHISNEWADIDASSOFRICKINAWESOME(L)

This sucks.

2009-05-25T20:01:00.021+08:00

I wish...tomorrow is friday. Monday isn't complete. It didn't start out well,and the rest of the day was worse. I must change my mindset. Already feeling all lousy, i found out something else. I saw this coming,from you.

(yawns)

2009-05-23T21:24:00.001+08:00

I AM TIRED :O

Similarity.

2009-05-22T21:04:00.001+08:00

I love today cause it was inter-house! Okay,didnt play any. But i had a good time! I love the way (he) smiles, heeeee. And oh yes utt,i must thank diana! :D Omgosh,i like (erhemm),and diana says that he's leaving soon! hee,we've got plans. Right after, early dismissal, flew to cheryl's house for lunch! And restaurant city :) Happy happy. (L)

Now i wont be able to see you everyday, (sigh)

2009-05-21T15:34:00.003+08:00

Mid year's is finally o-v-e-r,in a blink of an eye. No words can express how relaxed i'm feeling now,books aside(just a day!). Okay,the big O is only 6 months away, :O I'm all prepared to face the music,next wednesday that is. Totally give up on amath already,paper 2 especially! Horrible. Okay great,i'm bored. Time-check : 3:42! Date-check : 21st May! Omgosh,did i mention? I love this 'exam period'. The teachers invigilating us is the best! Heehee,i dont mind more exams seriously. I'm outta my habit of crushing papers during exams! Now next obstacle...Chinese O's, oh no. I just pee-ed in my pants,ha. Restaurant City! :)

5 more papers!

2009-05-19T17:46:00.005+08:00

Well done lah. Its only 5+. I fell asleep for solid three hours with the lights on, and the fans/aircon off! Freaking perspiring like crazy now,whoa~

Eight down! =)

2009-05-16T07:58:00.002+08:00

vvv.bored :O

2009-05-11T09:54:00.004+08:00

boo!

2009-05-03T12:04:00.005+08:00

Next post : Next weekend,maybe..

Whoa,i got a shock.
Three classes on sundays now.
And chinese intensive daily,wtf. :(

Study programme + Riders cafe :)

2009-05-01T21:14:00.005+08:00

holding back the t.

2009-04-28T19:53:00.002+08:00

The words keep rewinding. Last night was a tough one. Today isnt any better either. Some alarm rang in my head that mid-year is only a week away,a week! Got back two test papers today,sad. Sigh,geography test tomorrow. English orals tomorrow. tpl test and addmath test on thursday. What to do now? no time to panic.

Get over it

2009-04-27T16:44:00.005+08:00

I'm at a loss now,at a loss.

I dont know what to believe. i dont know out of the words you said,which are lies and which are not. i dont know whats wrong with me. Maybe what she said is right,its not worth it. Comparing it to j and _, they're so much better in every way. Time to reflect, jermaine tang. Wake up.

Sugar.

2009-04-25T21:40:00.007+08:00

Belated sixteen 16,Soo Tian Hui! :)
Hope you like the last minute present,lol.

Today,heeeeeheee!

I enjoyed today,heeehee. I had like 75pictures taken today! I woke up at seven,seven! I was early for class,extremely early. Yah dah yah dah. Lunch over at beach road,shanghai food,(thumbs up)! I reached golden mile on the dot,and i mean it. We werent late,Soo tian hui reached a minute after me. Heehee,punctuality is extremely important. I cant get the tpl thing,still. sad. Long journey home,haha. Then drove down to town. Oh man,braun buffel. I saw the green, and the purple. bright yellow please! omgosh. I want it. Ion orchard isnt ready still, i wnna go there. Looks good. ^^ Then to fareast,hate that place. Flats at 3bucks? lol. The girls there look hmmmmm,and the price of the stuffs there makes me doubtful about the quality. Left fareast after,five minutes or so! Dinner. I like hypnosis's and alldressedup's dresses,some. I got a dress at Mango :) And another red one was really pretty too,feels very cny-kind. mom says it looks cheappy. lol.

But...do i even wear dresses?

you said you will.

2009-04-24T21:21:00.006+08:00

tonight was one hella fun. I think i screamed alot,embarrassing. I got frightened like thrice? omgosh. left straight after school to get ms soo's gift. And we were rushing to get back to school,so i had to runwalk. My uniform was like half-wet,sad. Lunch opposite school and social studies lesson. Anyhow whack all the answers. And i did an additional question,funny or what. H3-1 or is it H3-5? either this or that. heehee. I was extremely frustrated,principle of accounts! hate it. yah-dah-yah-dah. I like sitting with Geokleng and rusydina,heeeheee. Ong yu en taught me vectors on the board,extremely funny. And then the tradition of 'night walk' around the school. It seems like there's something new everything,luv it.

Finally friday.

-

2009-04-23T23:14:00.002+08:00

Wohoooo,i still remembered what you did three years ago. this euphoric feeling, the thought of you. I'm gonna see you soon,i know i will. :)

AM test was monstrous. With my eyes closed,i can already imagine my paper filled with red ink. Today was okay. It takes one minute to know someone, one hour to befriend someone, one month to be close friends, but only five seconds for friendships to come to an end. Like uno stacko,its foundation has to be strong. I thought we had one,seems like i'm wrong this time. You made me feel different, and am around when i needed a friend most, but it seems now that i've lost it. Lost a friend.

i've been catching up,but it seems that someone has moved the finishing line

2009-04-20T20:28:00.003+08:00

i'm tired/drained.
I got a shock after receiving the mye schedule,16papers.

They're obviously unhappy with my results,but there isnt a need to make a big fuss right. You pick on me daily without fail, you don't praise me when i've done something right, you forbid me to go out, you think that i'm lazy, you compare me with the rest, what else can you do.

I'm back to my wiggy hairstyle,
and i'm not used to it once again.

"Tolerate"

pfft.

2009-04-16T20:35:00.003+08:00

you dont even realise your mistake!
Cried in school. Thanks ah~

behave like you're 16 please.

for now,i know i made the right choice. =)

2009-04-10T22:23:00.000+08:00

WHOAHAHA!

i knew it. i knew it.
somehow something in me tells me so.

unexpected. totally made my day! =)

2009-04-09T22:02:00.000+08:00

Sports day '09. Left house only at 7,almost late. The first race started at 745 and last ended around 12. Hawk was given the priority seats lah,whoa. They were 2007 champions? We were right at the corner,beside falcons. Competitive. This year's cheering props are much better, pretty facemasks! Not forgetting spraying purple hair,the usuals. And the weather was so good that almost everyone had reddy cheeks during the study camp. I had to swop shoes twice,cuz they had to run? Tug of war was the best,the best! Osprey took only like 3seconds to beat falcon and less than 10seconds to beat Eagle. Kudos to the guys,v strong. I held on to the rope lightly,pull and we won. Dismissed and home to shower then to school again for sorta study camp. For the first two or so hours,everyone was studying. Dinner time,all distracted. Toasts, fruit punch, sandwiches, pies, springroll. Ms prema ask to go back study,then Bernard Goh bring more food for us! HAHA. And sandwiches with lottttz of tomatoes and pepper rock. Luv vegggies. Even Mrs chin and Mr low came up to teach us phy/chem,surprise surprise. I cleared less than 10addmath questions,aw man. Night walk,they ran away,left me all alone behind! :(

I totally luv study camps,5D4N please. :)
The pictures took me two whole hours to sort,etc.

osprey osprey osprey umbaba.

2009-04-09T13:59:00.000+08:00

More pictures to come!

Off to school.

life isn't a bed of roses

2009-04-06T16:45:00.000+08:00

I'm home at 4.30 when school ended at 3.45. :)
And i enjoy talkng to cheryl on the phone,last night. Alright! I couldnt wake up this morning,again. Thank god i wasnt late or anything. Chemistry test first lesson,d-i-e. Stupid molarity/concentration shitty. Emath,I was moved to the front again. Front row seats,the best and the worst. Caught again,skirt! Chinese test last period of the day,sure die.

Xtremely tired. :O

Omgosh,RA bby is unwell. :(
Drink more hot water and rest early,i know you're reading bananalock. ^^

waiting by the telephone.

2009-04-05T16:31:00.000+08:00

annoyed k. darn it.

2009-04-03T21:22:00.000+08:00

annoyed, antagonized, bitter, chafed, choleric, convulsed, cross, displeased, enraged, exacerbated, exasperated, ferocious, fierce, fiery, fuming, furious

so insulted k,pfffft.

I've got another chinese composition to do today,oh man. I officially hate chinese. i get irritated when i cant translate my thoughts into chinese,pfft. I reached school on the dot today,whoa. Matrices/Standard.d test was tricky,whoa die.

oh mannnnnnnnnnnnn.
Friday = anti-study = bored. lol.

this sudden urge,to meeeeeeeeet you.

2009-04-02T20:14:00.000+08:00

I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay.

Hugh Dancy! <3

2009-03-30T19:56:00.000+08:00

i just found out that i've yet to update about last friday's food quest.

Time is flying,i can feel it this time.
I absolutely dislike waking up six in the morning,pffft. But the change in the timetable this term made my life so much easier,shorter periods. I was shifted to the back of the class during e.maths,isolated. And rusydina/bby bought me pocky during recess! now i'm ~~guilty~~. I dont understand DC circuits,oh man. And accrued shitty expenses in accounts,whoa. Chinese was a killer,informal composition. I think i spent 3/4 of the time checking how to write words! :(

Went to catch...Confessions of a shopaholic!
I love it,from the storyline to the green shawl. (double thumbs up!)
And..i wnna catch it again! Anyone? :D

*Oh man,i want the book too! :(

And did i mention?
Hugh dancy has a very pretty smile! <3

i dont, i dont trust you. boom boom boom.

2009-03-26T20:58:00.000+08:00

You will die by being stabbed by someone you thought was your soulmate...turns out not. Your body will be never seen by another living person and your death remains a mystery to police.

Thats what it says on facebook,freaky.lol.

aw man. my throat isnt behaving these days,so much difficulty talking.
Okay,i cant even hear myself sometimes. Terrible sorethroat. :(

i'm still sneezing,remind how many tissues i've used.

2009-03-24T21:22:00.000+08:00

aiyah. whats wrong with me today!
-i almost forgot my keys,(again)
-i did the whole list of integration questions,WITHOUT integrating.
-i bit my mouth during recess,(again)!!

Sometimes,life's much easier if you forgive and forget.

2009-03-21T21:14:00.000+08:00

Saturday,no tuition,best. Had the intention to go cycling in the morning. We were all ready in shorts,outside the door then the phonecall came. Went back home to get changed. Since it was still 10,went to takashimaya for walk. Tako pachi,i like! Then to wisma. Drove over to Sheraton towers for lunch/hightea at The dining room,three hours. Salmon, sushis, laksa, pastries, fondue, cakes, fruits, lava cake, peking duck(best), alottttt/. Then went over to Marina sq,my legs were already aching. At five,which i happened to be right there when it started was Esprit's New Collection Fashion show,the models are hot. Went up to the food fair at suntec. Woah,air very bad. Eat,snack,buy. On my way down,there's this boy on the escalator,kicked me thrice and pretend not to know,wtf. So rude,pffft.

I saw my other half at Fox today,WOAH.
He's Blue,and very similar to what i wore. Luv it.
I'm gonna get it.
And that Esprit tee,and that Zara dress. :)

there's nothing much i can do now

2009-03-20T22:00:00.000+08:00

I've erased what we have,thrown what we had.

2009-03-19T12:11:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i really doubt the things you say.
Shuddddddup k,i still had thoughts about..looks like i'm wrong. bye.

Why is vivocity so big.

2009-03-18T21:49:00.000+08:00

Flag Day today,to raise funds for the Society for the physically disabled! :)
I woke up very early,seven. I woke up smiling to myself,scary. Me had breakfast with cheryl at Macdonalds. Love pepper. We reached Outram Mrt early, but walked rounds in there cos' we couldnt find Exit A, like lost tourists. Called for help. The tins today were ugly,like lines everywhere,kinda rusty kind,eew. Headed down to Cityhall with Geokleng and Huilin, esplanade area was like empty except for tourists that didnt give a damn about our existance. Oky,one place def great,Marina's Linking bridge to suntec,best. Geokleng got 'A Weird Encounter',laugh my ass off. That was really hilarious,very. Quite a number of colored notes came into my tin today,v happy. :) Red notes,Green,and loads of purple. Where are the blues? We were thirsty even before 2,Lunch at sakae,them. Then the rest of the day,turned out to be bad,horrible,terribly sad. But i cant do anything,oh well..

BEST DAY BEST DAY! (insert hearts)

2009-03-18T14:59:00.000+08:00

Photo credits:cheryl/and me! :)

Live'n'loaded! Wohoo. Finally the 17th March,what a day. Left house pretty early to cheryl's house for soup. Then left to Andrew's Road,i really thought we were late. But when we reached there after 7,we were v early in fact. Second batch to enter,then turned really packed omg. And omg,v.sad,bad picture quality cos' flash photography wasnt allowed. :( The almost two hours filming feels like less than five minutes. Really awesome bands, Fire fight(fighters), Sleeq, Paul twohill, Joakim gomez, Grace Ho(not sure),and some others. The guitarist from The Fire fight is extremely cute,(watch this thursday!) The ending was v abrupt. Like in a blink,all equipments gone,lights turning off. Reached home after 11,v quiet. :)

BEST DAY BEST DAY <3
HANDSHAKE AND PICTURE,LUVVVVVVVVVV!
HIS ARM WAS OVER MY SHOULDER,CANT BELIEVE.
BEST DAY BEST DAY BEST DAY,
WAS SMILING MY WAY HOME.
WOHOOOOOOOOOO! :)

passion. heart. 110%.

2009-03-15T21:46:00.000+08:00

Not my day,swollen eyes.

Ate a box of raspberries,i want more. :)
And i'm staying home tomorrow,to study. great!

Jermaine disrupts classes with stupid questions?

2009-03-13T15:10:00.000+08:00

Friday the thirteen,
aint that bad afterall. :)

Chinese language is horrible,E8.
How am i supposed to take the exam is two months time?

Flag.d tomorrow,donate to me.

2009-03-12T20:09:00.000+08:00

Today went pass v quickly,very. Like every lesson giving out holiday assignments. wait,is it even a holiday? oh no. And when school reopens,tests! Had lunch at subway today,anchorpoint. I forgot to bring keys out,and i didnt even realised until i reached home. what a dummy. I had to wait downstairs,extremely hate it.

Oh no. Tomorrow,friday spells hell. Parents teacher meet,man! I'm very sure my chinese is a F9. Oh no. What if. What if. Single digit,v possible. ):

Flag day- saturday,wednesday.

Today is not my day. totally feel like tearing now.

2009-03-06T22:29:00.001+08:00

Time to reflect
Things are going outta hand,chaotic.

I dont know whats wrong,where i was wrong,whats wrong with me.
I get stuck in every situation i am in,wtf.

Luv, Uttsada panichkuuuuuuuuuuuuul. <3

2009-03-05T20:31:00.000+08:00

Okay,i think today is the best! Social studies test,woah. Chemistry was horrible. Math was greaaaaaat. (((((:

BM/Floorball B'div boys are the best,Victoria was not bad too.
Okay,Diana gave me a shock. Omg,Live'n'loaded tickets. I was shocked,like so much,like 5minutes to digest the news. Omg,utttttttttttttt. I'm already dreaming of 17th. Okay,please let time fly. I wanna get more tickets,wohoo. And after that, b'div boys got the champs. The boys are really great/sexy,so are the girls. Okay,i think today gottta be the Best!

I love Chuci/honeybby,manymanymanymanymany! <3
And thanks vanessa/diana for the tics!

Yuanjingggggggggg. <3

2009-03-02T21:17:00.000+08:00

Something is wrong with my bluetooth,oh dear.

My bag is very light today. ^^
Tests today,results also. Very dissappointing,so not up to standard. I did try to study,but still,no results. I'm so gonna get hell during parents-teacher meet next week. I still cant complete any chinese paper within a given time period,oh man!

RA /bby,was sad. Ahhhh,feel so useless. but she's always great in my eyes,wooo. I think my bby is the best. Buttttttt, she ignored me today morning ): very sad okay. Haha. Not forgetting Shafeeeeeeqa,she's hot. <3

In a 'relax' mood today,
no tests tomorrow. :)

I'm tired of being all alone

2009-03-01T20:57:00.000+08:00

Three tests tomorrow,
i'mmmm so deaaaaaad.

Reality and truth came all at a time

2009-02-25T20:43:00.000+08:00

Wednesday! I was walking like very weirdly,i think. My legs were aching,like butterflies in my leg,haha. I was too engrossed with my book,i almost missed the school stop. Was called down to the dentist during physics lesson, stayed there exactly an hour,did fillings for me. Skipped recess. Geography was great,she postponed the test! And she told me why she forbid us to snack in class. ^^

Rusydina was very happy today,and i was the opposite. Oh well,i'm glad my bby is happy. Cca today was very relaxed,a few more months till stand down! ^^

And..
I saw my phone's flashing lights,
i was shocked,totally unexpected. :)

Fate or Purely coincidence?

2009-02-24T17:03:00.000+08:00

Cross Country @ Macritche reservoir. The weather was good,and cold. Met pearlyn at harbourfront. Left house at 6.30 yet i was late. During the run,i could feel my fingers shaking, keep seeing double images. I was touched,Cheryl tay waited for me when i was at my worst. I ran the last km with funny thoughts running through my head. I reached then came to sudden stop,felt like vommiting already. I dont like short hair,i looked like i just bathed after a run! Position was shitty,should be around 30+ to 40+.

Dismissed at 11. Went off to vivo for brunch. Pizza hut with Cheryl,Rhonda,Luqman. Saw my bby at skypark. <3

Now i know, who to trust,and who not to.
Now i know, who really cares,and who dont.

Stupid. :(

2009-02-23T20:26:00.000+08:00

I think my brain isnt functioning well,
E Math CA today was horrible! I left half the paper empty,half.
Crap. I'm prepared for the worst.
And my think my eyes are failing me,i cant see.
I cant see the bus number like less than 500m away.
Cross country tomorrow,oh no. And it rained today,dirty shoes.

I feel very hopeless now.
I cant solve even the basic differenciation questions even! (chpt14)
Oh no. what the heck is happening to me!!

I rushed in line, only to find, that you were gone.

2009-02-21T21:29:00.000+08:00

Saturday. Had breakfast at chinatown,woke up like very early today. Dropped by outram to collect the tin and went to british council straight,wasnt late. But stopped by security for random check,before going in. HAHA. Genius helped me to passed the tin. I joined them for flag day after that. I started first, a cute boy came up to me. (WIDE SMILE!) Less than 10minutes, like more than 15 people walked up to me. woot. Rusydina, shafeeqa, Cheryl, Farhan, Aaron then came, different time. Lunch at long john. Went back to deposit tin, then went to vivocity with Cheryl, Tenghong, Garrick and Huilin.

Today rained,i hope it wont pour tomorrow, monday and tuesday. Or i'll definately not run. And my work is piling,omg. Common test!

And i'm stuck to betty&veronica comics again.
Since primary school? woot. Bought it again,today. Love it.
Anyone have it? lend me pleaseeeeeeeeeeee.

I took one step forward, and two steps back.

2009-02-20T22:49:00.000+08:00

Today is friday,finally. The day which my bag is almost empty,yay. Started Standard Deviation today,omg. I have slow brains or what,i usually cant catch topic when first introduced man. Chinese was screwed,surprise test. And the whole paper was a nightmare,alien characters. I started to like chinese 2 weeks back,and now spoil everything. grr. I missed recess again. English paper II was quite difficult, especially the last question. Okay,everyone found it surprisely easy except for me! :( I stayed back for social studies,SBQ. Then to chemistry. Then left to national museum.

Flag day tomorrow,ring me up.
Donate me,make mine fuller.
i'll be more than happy. ^^

Every step i took today feels exceptionally light

2009-02-19T20:19:00.000+08:00

Rusydina made our geography slides much prettier than i did. Okay,mine was like just chunk full of words,and thats all. She's good. <3
English paper 1 today, English paper 2 tomorrow. I'm scared.
I realised i'm not catching up in terms of school work,oh no!
Oh no. Please,i'm not a source of trouble.
Melvin called me during recess,funny. (WIDE SMILE)
And flag day on saturday,anyone studying,or intend to? call me please.
Tomorrow will be the shortest day,i hope i bump into you tomorrow. :)

I remember,
the times we shared,
though short yet memorable! <3

i've got work piled onto my head

2009-02-16T20:02:00.000+08:00

I marked today on my calendar.
"Bewareee! BAD DAY AHEAD~"

Today is very hazy,and weather so warm. I left the house,very early and just crossed the road, unlike the usual me checking if there are cars. Two cars horned at me,very loud at 6+ in the morning,like just half a metre away from me. HALF A METRE!

I screwed up emath test,graph on practical situations totally. Completely blank in my head when i saw the question. Really really hope i wont get a single digit back,or i'll get a good scolding. On a brighter note, i passed my physics test,second time in two years! woot. Poorer than everyone else,but very satisfied.

The O level registration started today,scary.

So much tests to come,oh no.
I need study dates,
AND to avoid the computer.

Hearts all over the whole tonight ^^

2009-02-14T22:38:00.000+08:00

Today is the 14th February.
Everyone should enjoy today,even if your status is married :)

It feels good when i get to write out/pen down tiny red letters to the people i love and writing down my thoughts. That was my last alternative,cos' of the ongoing tests. Oh well,i had a great time looking back at the past pictures. During pre-school days, primary school days in both childcares, and when i was in lower secondary. Valentine's day wishes poured in at twelve,haha. Thank you. Thank you everyone sweets, wishes, letters, chocolates,etc.

And i'm __________. (half of guilty)
British council was quite fun,quite.
(whatever her name is) was better,than her usual.
I was munching on sweets the whole lesson,woot.

Someone,
Teach me, GRAPHS IN PRACTICAL SITUATIONS!
i dont like physics-related terms,oh mannnn :(

I see smiles

2009-02-13T22:17:00.000+08:00

I Love my friends (L)
hope you guys liked the card i've done up.
And sorry,to those i left out cos' i dont have pictures with you :(

All within one night,i'm glad i can multitask.
I love the pictures,makes me smile. :)

HAHA. i'm mean

2009-02-13T06:31:00.001+08:00

Friday the 13th!
hope everyone dies today.

/Run baby run.

2009-02-11T13:31:00.000+08:00

I'm a happy little girl today (insert smiles).

My 6500s died on me on 08Feb. Sorry,if i keep asking who is who.
The spare phone i'm using,so not used to it,k550i.
I keep sliding up a non-sliding phone,pfft.

So yeah,call me text me.
100% guarantee,i'll reply/answer.
92320007 :)

I lost all my calendar dates! oh no. :( so i dont know who's birthdays are coming and who's not. oh no,panic. And my to-do list is getting longer and longer.

Yay,i bought 2 lanyards today!
Though i didnt really like the first. HAHA.
i am happy. i am happy. i am happy. i am happy.

Saw you from a distance, something about the look in your eyes.

2009-02-06T16:36:00.000+08:00

WOO~ 4E bought all thermometers yesterday!
otherwise we'll be super diu lian today,haha.

There's TWO friday 13th,this year. woot.
Chinese test wasnt fine,the comprehension was freaking long and theres only 1.5 hours to complete,there wasnt time for me to sleep/drool today,aw man. I was up the whole paper,struggling to recognise the strangest words. I still hope for a pass.
Slacking through english cos' i've done the report yesterday,and i did something very foolish today,omgomg.

I'm FREE from tests!
At least for two days :)

i see the sparkle in a million flashlights

2009-02-05T18:46:00.001+08:00

Spot me,i say you're smart..

wooooooooooooo.i'm not science related person.

2009-02-04T21:22:00.000+08:00

Wednesday,the only day i'm free from any test! woo.

And imagine my head popping out of the plate!! :)

I think today gotta be the best day this week,this WEEK. School ends early,we getta skip comb.humans and best of all,skip cca. woo. The genetic disease at science centre,was quite fun. Though i dont take biology,i still dislike them. Woo,i'm touched today. And we left like right before they closed,and i saw Mr Wong is like only 50+KG! I'm shocked,i thought guys are at least 60. Very shocked. He's very cute.
Hahaha,had dinner at kfc(bm). (BLOATED) burpppppp.

I'm gonna get fined for every vulgarity i speak tomorrow, $5 for one.
KILL ME!!

saaaaaaaaaaaaave me from this!

2009-02-02T20:48:00.000+08:00

omg,till now i dont even know anything about rate of change!!
I cant solve the questions,i dont know how is it done. Okay i'm dead,so dead.

And bonding singapore tomorrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrow. :(

i've got work piling onto my head

2009-02-01T21:49:00.000+08:00

Brain memory full~

Tuition today,as usual. More work piled up.
POA test tomorrow,bad debts and doubtful debts! OH NO.
the more i read,the more confused i am,darn it.
Social Studies test on tuesday,bonding~

Common tests coming up! grr.

DAI YANG TIAN!!!! (insert hearts) i forgot his name again! aw man.

2009-01-31T23:17:00.000+08:00

Mr Cute Jap guy,aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaw.
I'm still learning his name! So hard to remember,pronounce..

一个朋友的生分，我还不会面对你

2009-01-30T14:40:00.000+08:00

I could feel tears when i heard it today,i knew this day is coming.
After all that happened,i dont know how to control this feeling

Friday sucks,so much events.
First it was already bad,then came another.

Busy weekend ahead!~

Tryin' to occupy myself with anything and everything,
...就希望我不会想着你

10:14PM

2009-01-29T21:57:00.000+08:00

Lacking of sleep man!
I need motivation to blog (again)!!

And i'm lacking of something,just that something.
Like a puzzle,you're the last piece to make it complete.

Deprived of Joy,Love deprived

YING YANG YO!! (okto)

2009-01-26T11:48:00.001+08:00

Very lazy to upload the rest~~

Happy Mooooooooooo-oey year! :)
Tradition says everyone turn one year older today, so i'm 16!
Gonna find time soon to upload pictures,weeeeeeeeeeeee.

OKIEDOKEY.
i'm outta here.

THAI-CHINESE AMERICAN! <3

2009-01-24T22:32:00.000+08:00

TIAN TIAN MI MI!

2009-01-24T15:55:00.000+08:00

To the world you may be one person,
but to one person you may be the world.

I DONT LIKE BRITISH COUNCIL!
cos' the freaking teacher,irritating.
i feel very guilty,guilty,guilty.

Munching on love letters.

I like my baby neighbour! :)

2009-01-23T20:02:00.000+08:00

Cheryl Tay and my bby! my hair totally spoilt the picture,i know

I dont like blogger today.

I dont like myself today,very forgetful. Forgot camera.

I dont like today,cos' some bloody busybody spoilt the night.

I dont like blogging,cos' no bloody people tags,wtf.

NOTE : some pictures taken today uploaded at Facebooooook!

...and almost every other class has one person with a "RED helmet" today.
HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Blogger is stuck at 4:00PM today,wtf wtf wtf.

2009-01-22T20:17:00.000+08:00

I felt something,though it only lasted for 5seconds.

I am sleeping very early these days,VERY.

I think Tay is nice,when she dont pick on me. I somehow somehow caught abit of what mr low taught today,confused me amillion trillion times. Dr.Doubtful debts a/c Cr.Provision for doubtful debts a/c,wtf? I need Mrs Tang~ And Mr low gave out some fortune thing,which i repeated it like almost 10times.

(fast forward fast forward...)
Cant post up certain pictures! :)

I noticed a similarity between me and love,
He LOVES vegetables ,just like me.
He HATE durians,just like me.
He DOESNT WANT plastic surgery,just like me.
He TEND TO sleep late,just like me.
He LIKES essence of chicken,just like me.
He HATES milk,just like me!
He LOVE chocolates,just like me.

Oh wow! I just realised all those. wooooooooooooooot! <3

2009-01-22T06:28:00.001+08:00

“When one door closes another opens. But often we look so long so regretfully upon the closed door that we fail to see the one that has opened for us.”

boo!

2009-01-20T18:57:00.000+08:00

Friday the 13th.

2009-01-19T21:09:00.000+08:00

i lost my phone cable...

Today got to be worst day so far!
My phone was crazy in the morning. I dropped my cards on the bridge while walking to school,embarrassed. I somehow held the plate slanted durin recess and the egg rolled onto the floor,super embarrassed. I lost my blouse during pe,and its only less than 2weeks old! i knocked my head in the bus on my way to chinatown.

That bitch,her attitude totally sucks.
Like only ask one question,offend you ah!?
Damn.

From today,i realised who actually cared,and who doesnt.

Sec1 Cca Orientation // Reunion Dinner I

2009-01-17T21:30:00.000+08:00

I am shocked.
by your text last night...

Sec1 Cca Orientation,this morning. I reached school at 6:57AM,i hate late people. (if you dont know). Set up the booth at canteen,and had breakfast. Yec booth was right opposite of the concert band and ncc,pressurizing? My shift ended at 9:20AM. Before the sec1s even reached,woot. I reached Bc like 9.37AM,very very early. I wasnt the only one in uniform,woot.

Went Takashimaya to get some stuffs and had lunch at zion. I slept on my way home, and slept for an hour at home. Ctyy told me little nyonya was at tbp,wah panic. Reunion dinner One(early), with grandparents. I didnt know theres a restaurant at tbp,level 6! And two tuitions tomorrow,pfft.

Another Primary6 picture! and i look like a freak.
Hahaha,i'm still laughing! (SPOT ME!!)

I-AM-LACKING-OF-SLEEP-TOO!!

And i dont know how to smile in this stupid hair.
I took a million pictures,and NONE of them turns out nice.
FREAK.

Sheeps go mehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. :)

2009-01-15T19:21:00.000+08:00

Its A Thurday!
which also means tomorrow is friday,F-I-N-A-L-L-Y!

A week of school really feels like a month,draggy afternoons,tsk. It feels like november already,but the calendar shows JANUARY! Every english lesson also got new things up,haha. Embarrassing,but i'm fine,haha. I managed to do half of geography holiday assgnment meant for 2months into one night! Chemistry experiment (sex experiment),lol. Super chaotic,for me that is. The lab was freaking hot, smelly. And the weird gases and flames,freaky. I screamed,cos' some bleach splashed at me ah. But thank god ctyy my partner,or i'll already be dead and lying in the hospital now. And i saw the whole family of Carebears today! omgomg,its freaking cute,especially the orange and yellow one. I so wanna buy all of them,although the huge one looked so crossed-eye. Hahaha. (I'm broke) I ate 2 cups of yogurt today,i'm gonna buy them everyday. (hopefully) Today is not my day,cos' i keep doing weird things, act like i'm possessed, influence others. Cheryl dropped her yakult in the interchange! And i broke her bagpack today,omgomgomg. Very drained, waking up almost 5 every morning and falling asleep ALMOST every math lesson. And i love snacking during physics, chinese,and Geography! wooooooo. Elangovan never forgets to pick on me lah,pfft. Got back AE files today,Red and Yellow. Very bright combi,to motivate us? hahaha.

HAHA,laugh at this. I found most of my primary years photos!
6E'2005 lets have a gathering soon,havent like met for the last 4years!

Look me in the eye.

2009-01-12T17:40:00.000+08:00

i feel like a secondary one new student today.
i feel weird looking at their shocked :O expressions.
i feel ________ cos' school ended before 2! (insert smiles)

Chapter 2 at marina square is super crowded on sat night :(

2009-01-11T18:07:00.000+08:00

Jermaine Tang Jia Min look like a total KUKU now! (insert frowns)
Bob/bangs isnt for me,i think......

I look into the mirror,and i got a bloody shock.
I thought i was still in my dream,WHAT A HAIR!

1 day. I'm still waiting for you..

2009-01-10T22:31:00.000+08:00

It feels weird,like a wig.
I'm almost bald now,
dont get a shock if you see me!

i feel the pinch whenever...

2009-01-09T18:59:00.000+08:00

my shoulders hurt,
my bones are almost "shui diao"...

Mirror mirror on the wall

2009-01-07T17:04:00.000+08:00

cos' everytime that i try i get tongue tied.

I dont like. I dont like waking up at 5. i get very tired easily, give up on questions easily. I dont like addmath,cos' my brains have gone rusty. I dont like chem,cos' i always get attacked by prema. I dont like chinese,cos' chenjing voice is like damn high. I dont like geography,cos' i'm sitting right behind which i cant see. I dont like english,cos' farhan is v.funny. Haha.

I went in the wrong chinese class today(half asleep),embarrassing. And that was like the higher chinese class,grr. And i just dont understand well differentiation! :( Geography was worse,cos' i havent complete the holiday assignment yet.

I want a driving license,FAST!!
cos' i dont like squeeeezy bus/train rides,and taxis bite my wallet!

Happy birthday sister!!
Andrea tang!! Faster grow up,you pri1 kid. Haha.